Looking for my forever partner and wife

I am not here looking for a hook up. I am looking for a woman at least 30 years of age that has substance, not just looks because looks fade and I understand the psychology of make up...so the mask has to come off with me. If you can not be who God made and I can not see "the real you" without the make up...You are NOT her. I am looking for a woman who has integrity(takes accountability), a work ethic, sexual ethic(not for the streets), spiritually grounded and believes in God(I am not speaking denominations...I am talking faith and spirituality, NOT religion there is a difference.) I am looking for a woman who is unselfish and healed; who also is nurturing, that really loves and cares about people. If she has a real heart...she is capable of loving and caring for and about me. I do NOT have children...however, I can and will date and possibly marry a woman with 1 child; if the woman is widowed in marriage or divorced (previously married at least 5 years)(also at least 3 years removed from divorce) Marriage is teammork...I do NOT care if my wife has a degree or not. I do care that she can read, write, and count. Can we love and work together...we can figure out the rest as we go. In my younger years, I was a soldier and an athlete(I played ball overseas for 5 years) I am a musician and independent contractor.